Pain

December 29, 2008

Not Bad

Finally got a new computer so I can scrap! A MAC, finally! But, I'm having difficulties uploading my pages on here. I sent my concern to SF am awaiting to hear what they say to see if they are having problems. Been trying now for 1/2 hour to upload a page I made on my sister and her husband of a pic I took of them two on Christmas.
Had a good Christmas although I didn't get to see my girls. Haven't seen them since June 08.
I won't talk about why.
After tomorrow I will have five days off and will spend a lot of time scrapin again! LOL
I also got the program PSE 6 and really am getting the hang it and the ease of using it! wow! is all I can say of how much I like it!
I really hate entering into any challenges on here because I never, ever, ever win, not even third place! I don't have the talent the others have on here or is it perhaps I need to make more friends in order to gain more votes? Either way don't care. Will just make pages and not let not winning challenges get me down. I just love creating.

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August 31, 2008

What day is it? LOL

Well, pain has increased. I'm seeing a new doctor. A neurologist at USC. He states the pressure is up in my head. I could have told him that. My vision is acting funny too. My RX glasses don't work any longer. I am nearsighted but my glasses are fuzzy so I cannot use them any longer. I think perhaps it's because the pressure is high in my brain from the fluid. I go this Thursday, Sept. 4th to have a nerve block shot in the back of my head to head with the "secondary headache" pain I have. Hopefully, that will work. Then later in the month I go & get a lumbar puncture done to see if the drainage of fluid will help alleviate the pressure on my brain and if that doesnt work then the doctor states I might have to have a shunt put in my brain. So that means I'll have to have my head shaved or half of my head. Maybe I could do one of those comb overs? LOL I have plenty of hair to do it! LOL
All I want is to be free of these headaches I have 24/7! I want to lead a normal life and not be depressed each and every day! I want to ride a bike. I want to ride a motorcycle. I want to do things I did before this all happened to me on January 9, 2008!!!!

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